Maureen Tadlock

From panic to peace

When our control mechanisms have been diminished by this pandemic, we have no recourse but to sit with ourselves — and those things that bubble up

I sat at my desk at work, taking in the breaking news of the Coronavirus and coming to the conclusion that I would need to meet with my supervisor to discuss my taking some time off as I am of the age to be considered at risk of serious complications or even death should I contract it.

I was already one of the only people wearing a mask on the unit at the psychiatric hospital where I work. Because I cannot take the flu shot, I was required to do so as a preventative measure according to policy. This had been a comfort over the previous few weeks, given the news of the rapidly spreading pandemic.

I have always relied on an inner sense, a kind of intuition of when to get out of precarious situations. So I knew the signal when I felt it, when I heard it loud and clear: Make haste. It is time to hightail it out of here.

So I did.

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