Tamara Stenn

The God within

A search and a struggle to go beyond falseness and|chicanery, hollowness and emptiness, when the silence speaks

I don't remember at what age I made the unilateral decision to abandon the notion of God as the ethereal benefactor up in the sky.

I was past my teen years at least. I know because at the precocious age of 12, I informed my devout Episcopalian parents that I was ready to be confirmed.

And so began confirmation classes at St. John's Anglican Church in our small Nova Scotia town. I remember kneeling before the bishop as he blessed me and intoned prayers I have long since forgotten.

The cross I received as a confirmation gift from my aunt - also my godmother - is long gone. I now wear a gold Thai pendant with the image of the Buddha around my neck.

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Wild kids, frozen hearts

When a family lets their kids run free, how should the adults react?

The feral children regard me with dull, vacuous eyes as I drive by them on the road. They do not move from their spot near the river, which is littered with a jagged line of broken-down toys and rusted bicycles. The eldest is a boy with clear blue eyes...

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Living in a nuclear town

The day I decided to become a permanent resident of Brattleboro was the day I chose to prepare myself for all it meant to live in a nuclear town. The nation's longest-running nuclear power plant, Vermont Yankee, stood a few miles down the road - something that could not...

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